Last night, I was trying to reminisce one of my favorite movies of all time, Clueless. Yes, for a girl like me, I just love girly stuff, and Alicia Silvertone being eternally young, and beautiful in that movie, makes me want to live forever. Or be forever young ( oh have I such obsession for youth and eternity! )

I remember Cher ( Silvertone ) having a protege named Tai ( may you rest in peace, gorgeous Brittany Murphy ) that she transformed from an unnoticed outcast into the life in the party - the ultimate “it” girl. I could not forget Cher scream, ” I’ve created a monster!” in her cutest voice. Well.

Sometimes in life, we get to achieve good things. Good things coming our way are great, as we promise ourselves not to let these good things happening get into our heads. But sometimes, along the way, it just happens. It creeps under our skin that we hardly notice it, and before we know it, we have come to be the person we detest - the person whom we’ve promised not to be like. Sometimes, upon awareness, we can go back to our own ways, but sometimes, it’s too late. Too much air has creeped into our insides that it’s impossible to deflate anymore. With that, to survive is to get more air.
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